Whatever Will Be

My goal in life was always to be a mother, but why was something so natural proving to be something so hard for me?
From the beginning of our Honeymoon, we had started to try and build our family. But it wasn't that easy. Watching everyone around us get pregnant and starting their families left my husband and I feeling left behind and wondering... why not us?

Through wanted and maybe unwanted advice, infertility procedures and tears, we did what we needed to in order to become parents. During that span of four years, in vitro (IVF) treatment had finally blessed us with identical twin baby boys. The excitement of having twins had us planning and preparing for two. But unfortunately, those two angels were not meant for this world. Grieving through the loss of our boys, we managed as best as we could with the support of our families and friends. But no one can ever be prepared to bury their children. Through healing and learning, we opened up to the world of adoption which would prove to bring us even more disappointment and heartache at first. Exhausted and diminished, eventually we surrendered and relaxed into "Whatever Will Be" and were rewarded with our beautiful son Cameron. Just when we had least expected it, what a true blessing.

Whether you are struggling with building your family, are having a hard time with any aspect in life or know someone who is... it is my hope that this book about faith and love helps you through it.

I invite you to purchase this heartfelt Memoir for yourself or your loved one. xoxo