Return to I AM

A Return to I AM is a deeply personal memoir of becoming, shaped by movement, rupture, and spiritual inquiry. From a childhood marked by instability and early independence, through teenage motherhood and a life lived across borders, Lusanda traces the subtle thread of inner knowing that persisted even when her external life felt fragmented.This memoir explores the emotional terrain of growing up too soon, searching for safety and belonging, and repeatedly reinventing oneself in unfamiliar places. Alongside the lived narrative, reflective insights from the author's later self illuminate how survival patterns, self-sabotage, and spiritual longing are often intelligent responses to early disruption.Rather than offering answers or formulas, A Return to I AM invites readers into a space of recognition. It speaks to those whose lives have not followed linear paths, whose faith has evolved beyond inherited structures, and whose sense of self has been shaped through adaptation rather than certainty.Written with restraint, clarity, and emotional depth, this book sits at the intersection of literary memoir and spiritual reflection. It will appeal to readers seeking honest life writing, stories of feminine resilience, and narratives that honor the quiet work of remembering who one has always been beneath circumstance.