Botulism process

The moment Hanin drowned in the river, everything changed inside Amir Al-Wakeel for the second time in a short period of his life. The departure of his wife and daughter was a turning point and a turning point. He could never return to the person he was before him, and then came His failure to save that little girl (Hanin) and her falling from the bridge to her death by drowning in front of him, in front of her father, and in front of many of the city''s residents. This event left deep inside him a pain that he could never overcome despite his deep attempts to hold himself together on the outside.And he won''t be able to.So here he was standing in front of the sink in the small bathroom of his new apartment to shave his beard, and as soon as he looked at himself in the mirror, he muttered, saying: I will not forgive you, and neither will that little girl nor will anyone else.Then he lowered his gaze downwards, as if he were fleeing from his self-blame and his blaming looks, and put his head under the water. Wishing that there was a hole in the middle of his head between the strands of his red hair so that this cold water could leak through, so that he could wash the corners of his mind and clean them well from the crazy thoughts that leap within them, and from the headache attacks that stabbed him mercilessly, making it extremely difficult for him to carry out the normal affairs of his life.Today is the third day in a row that the Guardian of Hell, Amir Al-Wakeel, has been unable to sleep for more than one hour. Despite this, his features, carved from solid marble, do not show any trace of fatigue or exhaustion. All that matters is that he decided not to go on this journey. In the morning, he would go jogging among the trees of the public park on the edge of the city, near his place of residence. Rather, he would head directly to his office in the Criminal Investigation Department.There he will have to do something very important, which is (fighting boredom), which he chose for himself voluntarily to escape the noise of work in the capital.